Crossroads

Time flies really fast. It’s like a speeding bullet, so fast I didn’t notice it just passed me by.

Three gruelling years. That’s how long I’ve been working overseas already. Being deeply buried into the hustle and bustle of I.T. life, it actually has not come to my sensibility. Well, until just recently. For most people, it may be considered a very short time only. Yet for me, it seems to have been like an eternity. Very ironic, that’s how it is.

Lately, a few ‘things’ have happened to me. Things which are beyond unexpected. And in all of these things or circumstances come valuable realizations. Right now, I just feel that I’m living in a world of great quandary. I’m trapped in a can of worms.

I do not for how long can I still make a sacrifice. I do not know for how much more can I give up. How I wish I knew the answers to a lot of questions. I hope I still have enough strength to believe.

Something is still missing and I’m finding that missing piece.